School Hopping

I never thought that today will be a long busy day

My original plan is to go to Quezon City Polytechnic University (QCPU) to apply for a teaching position. So I went there early, eager to show them greeeaat teacher siopao hehehe. Too bad they did not appreciate my prepared power point presentation due to the fact that they didn't have a usb slot to plug my flash drive in. After the teaching demo and the grueling interview, i headed straight to AMA Computer University to visit my best friend, it turns out, she's the OIC Dean for the day,sweet! when lunch arrived, I had the chance to eat with her and we talked about everything we missed for the past month. I was glad to hear she missed me and I do miss her too, she's my dearest best friend after all (contradicting to the rumors out there). I accompanied her to the dean's office after eating and helped in some of the work, for the other "loyal to magaling" didn't even dare to help her. After sometime, Ihan texted me that I'll try to give my resume to Informatics and I bid farewell to my best friend and headed to Informatics and gave my resume and was interviewed by the program head. They will call me next week about the results. Overall it was a great day.

Happy Father's Day Papa

My Father is my Super Hero

Happy Birthday To My Dearest Best Friend

Happy Birthday Best Friend!

I Love You Goodbye...

"No love can hurt as much as the love that can never be. And, no thoughts can hurt as much as the thoughts of a love that could have been."

I cannot believe it ended this way. I didn't imagine we will separate our paths on this manner. I think this is the best for the both of us. Not lovers, not even friends.

I stood there in front of her house, trying to comprehend what just happened. All I wanted is to give to her late birthday gift and tell her how I really feel. But instead, she told me the truth. The one thing she wanted to tell me these past few weeks, She wanted me to forget her and move on. For she already forgotten me and removed me from her life. I practically did not exist anymore in her life. I wanted to cry but I can't. I can't describe the pain I felt when she said those words. As I walked away, tears keep falling down and the pain penetrated deep down my soul. Thats it. It's all over, I can't even tell her how I feel. I guess it's too late for that. I lost my love and I lost my friend all at once and there's nothing more I can do..

With Tired Eyes, Tired Minds, Tired Souls, We Slept

Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty? This hatred? How did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us? That we now send our children into the world like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return, but knowing that some will be lost along the way. When did we lose our way? Consumed by the shadows, swallowed all by the darkness. Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?

I wasn't prepared of what happened yesterday, maybe, it's too sudden, too fast for me to comprehend.

They have won. The people who hated me won again, this time, they didn't just took my future but my best friend as well. I lost also the person I treated as a mom and also I lost my one true love all in one package. What have I done to deserve this? Why are these things happening? Now all that is left for me are memories, and it only makes the pain stronger..